I  didn't think that I properly answered your query  before,
 so I write now.  I uploaded Race.,   Schultz.,   esp.  Sleeper2.
 IOWA.zip,  which in their more organized fashion, may help you to
 filter out my protective method of rambling as a defense  against
 premature interrogation, and key in on my other directives.
      To  answer  your points succinctly:  "...a  "Sleeper"  would
 (not) be aware of it."  Quite the contrary, to my own experience.
 One's  core  ideals and motivations are delved from  the  deepest
 mind,  in order that they might be hooked unto.  So,  you get as-
 sociative flashbacks.   It's just, I think, that with most people
 who are not aware of their "Little Voice"  as it streams past  in
 consciousness, they never discern from whence it came.
     Although  it IS true that for the many years before the  time
 came to "Wake up,"  I had intense hernial pain at the thought  of
 thinking anything at all about Duesseldorf, or my MI past.   This
 pain had been deeply associated with secretive Duty.  But as I've
 stated, the pain turned out to be illogical once I obeyed the im-
 planted  command to go to the VA for a "Tune Up Surgery"  at  the
 ten-year mark.   Then,  I started concentrating upon these flash-
 backs as I'd get them, having a deep FEELING that there was some-
 thing  important that I was to do!   And since  these  individual
 tidbits had key,  cross-indexed,  mnemonics that had imbedded or-
 ders to "Wake up," I have come more and more to.   There has been
 this  period of over three years where I have poured  over  these
 memory segments,  trying to make sense of them.   Finally,  I  am
 able to construct nearly a complete session in chronological  or-
 der,  and make  wholistic sense out of it.   Final permission  to
 cognate is in conjunction with events, as I've said,  such as  an
 eclipse.   Repetition helps.  Have you seen an eclipse?  Seen the
 "Rays  of light?   A Point of light?   One Pushes back the  Dark-
 ness?"   "Stands up straight and tall."   (No more hernia  pain.)
 The lighting was arranged so that the solar eclipse of last  year
 made me flash back to this scene in '77 heavily.  There,  ice was
 run up and down my lower back to accentuate my posture as I stood
 in uniform,  at attention.   I was reminded what I WAS.   You can
 see what control agents in the media have over such Sleepers.
     My programming, based on this event/calendar/date cluster, is
 to "Wake up,"  come to.  "Click,  click,  click!"  I remember him
 standing there,  clicking his fingers and telling me I would.  It
 was MEANT to be.   I understand what you're saying - Others would
 NOT be meant to be.  I was.  Our side is not inhumane, you know.
     I  was  also tested with some kind  of  new  memory-enhancing
 drug; that might be part of it.  I get ESP flashes from it, even.
      You see,  the programming is mission-specific.   Mine is  to
 utilize  my  own military speciality (Not blowing up  bridges  or
 other things)  But to WRITE.   PSYOPS is Psychological Operations
 - The writing of propaganda - And the Truth is the strongest pro-
 paganda of all.  My being at the JFK Center SW was no mistake.
      And  detailing my own experiences as I "Come to,"  and  feel
 the  subconscious urges,  etc.,  is my job,  my whole  life.   To
 openly broadcast to the world about it is another.   To unveil  a
 long-term Counter-Intelligence operation is another.   And it  is
 especially important,  because of its delicacy regarding the  Of-
 fice of the Presidency, a prime KGB target.
     Regarding Mr.  Bush: Here you have an irony.  I am patriotic,
 religious,  and loyal to that man who recruited me.  Yet it is to
 such deep sort of emotional roots,  much of what I was to do as a
 Sleeper  subject was associated.   Your perception is to  be  ex-
 pected.  But I FELT THE WAY I DID BEFORE I went "Under."
     We  just seem to have differing opinions of him.  You see,  I
 later also learned Pr. Bush would be "Stewarding"  the Presidency
 for a damned good reason.   There was just about no one good left
 from to choose from,  and he was asked because of his own special
 background training and knowledge against terrorist  methodology,
 and simply,  to do this extraordinary duty of risk during the pe-
 riod of highest risk of assassination.   Dir., Covert Ops., CIA.
      You're right about his term in that he "Did no damage."  One
 way  or  the other.   He just gave us time to grow up  some  more
 young leaders,  is all.   And let the Other Side do their thing -
 It was unstoppable, except to get our own leaders to take cover -
 And  then to let the whole world look back at what they did,  and
 for  why.   And then let them either live up to their Big Lie  of
 "Becoming capitalist economic partners," or showing the world for
 what BS it originally was. To ask them to extradite Kryuchkov.
      Look back now,  and see the patterns.   The Modus  Operandi.
 If someone had said such years ago,  they would have been accused
 of  all kinds of post-Vietnam "Rabid conservative thought."   But
 any fool - any Liberal - can see, in retrospect, now, how it goes
 back to JFK...  And long rifles.    The negative emotional  asso-
 ciation of horror and guns and the Presidency...  Standard Behav-
 ioral Psychological associative methods.   Standard KGB warfare.
      I'll  finish this piece by telling you of the warning I  was
 also  told to tell:   The second phase of assassination will  in-
 volve  industry and business leaders,  mid-level  type  managers.
 And  one  primary  way  of  getting  to  them  will  be   through
 plastique-impregnated silicone implants that can be remotely  set
 off.   Human bombs,  real zombies.   Combine Sleeper  methodology
 with National Health Control,  the heavy infiltration by them  of
 our system, and silicone implants.  Real "Home-made" bombs...
      If you have noted the AP News of late,  once again in India,
 someone  has killed a politician with "Explosives wrapped  around
 his  body.  Body parts and flesh all about...   Head blown  clean
 off."   In  other words,  in a male,  the thirty  odd  pounds  of
 silicone/plastique  micropellets  have to be put in  the  typical
 fat-retention places:  In the "Hubby Handle," and under the chin,
 the latter that final form of insurance policy against interroga-
 tion.  They always test their methods elsewhere, first.
     I hope this rings a bell.                    Rick Hyatt, MI